Anastasya Narwastu Tety

I was struggling with crippling depression throughout the whole year. Mungkin banyak yang udah tau kenapa, of course, this earlier year’s events was the start of it. Jujur kadang merasa iri dan kecil, kayak, apa gue lebay? Kenapa gue sampe sebegininya?

Si paling denial kalo di depan umum, sok kuat dan sarkastik, rebel, mungkin cuma topeng yang dipasang buat nutupin aja. My inner circle knew how much I’ve changed, how much I’ve drawn myself from society, and how I have lost myself.

Sesuatu (atau mungkin banyak hal) yang tadinya I enjoyed a lot becoming something I hate the most. I lessen my time on social media to avoid my former circles, knowing I still struggle looking at them. Kalo kata Kinan, it’s my dream!!!! It’s my dream mas!!!!!

But again, I learned something. Bad news is, a lot can change in a year. But the good news is, a lot can change in a year. 😬

I have a lot of things prepared for the upcoming year, and I’m excited to share it with you guys soon! Senang rasanya perlahan-lahan punya kembali hal yang ditunggu untuk bangun tidur besok. Semoga kalian tetep mau jadi bagian dari hari-hari itu!